I feel so ill-equipped

There are days when I feel inadequate for mothering and then there are days when I am certain I am ill-equipped to be raising my children. That level of honesty is difficult to admit, it's difficult for those words to float around outside of my mind.

I could not go to sleep last night because I was grieving over how I had spoke to my son--my sarcastic tone and his quivering lip when I spoke. Instead of stopping my tirade and hugging him, I continued.

It's not important how it happened--just that it happened at all.